pets, physical health

[024] tired, so, so tired.

I’ve fallen into an every other day pattern here and I want to get back on a daily routine. I just haven’t been on the computer much at all between the kitten and his problems and trying to give equal attention to all 3 pets.

The kitten has shown some improvement but his personality is not yet back to normal. I did get him to play for a couple minutes but he reverted back to his “meh” state after. I wish I could explain to him that I freaked out with worry, not because I hate him. I saw something that mentioned that a majority of pet owners surveyed felt raising pets was more difficult than kids, and the whole inability to speak to each other thing really does make it difficult as fuck.

I am having serious issues with my broken foot and now my other ankle because of having to work around the foot pain. I have no idea what I did to my ankle, but it hurts so bad. I just wanna be held and consoled but instead I’m laying in my bed alone getting high. That’s life, I guess. Or maybe it’s just a kick in the head. I’ll see myself out.

♡ Lola

mood: 😔 lonely